I’m not sure if this means my life goal dreams or my dreams I have at night so I’ll write to both.
Dear night time dreams,
Thank you for showing me so much. Although I try my hardest to understand you sometimes you contadict yourself too often. I wish you’d keep other people out of this. I dont enjoy them in real life what makes you think I’d enjoy a visit from them in my sleep.
Dear life goal dreams,
I hope I get to see you, and see every country I have on my list, and help every person I can that passes by in my journey. If I’m meant for something else please show me and don’t let me be misserable. Let me have an exciting life that’s full of love because that’s all anyone really wants.
You were terrible growing up but so was I. I’m sorry for being so annoying and I’m glad we’ve been able to develop friendship after all these year. I defend you so much although I wish I didn’t have to. I wish you’d care just as much as I do and I wish I didnt have to make excuses for you and I wish that someday you’ll wake up and realize how lucky you are and maybe show your appreciation. I hope you find what you are looking for.
Thank you for always supporting me and enabling me to succeed in life. I realize I am an extremely lucky girl to have parents and a family I love so much. I look at other people’s relationships with their parents my age and I’m always so happy to have a relationship as unique as ours. I see so many failed marriages and I think about how lucky YOU two are to have found each other and be able to maintain a relationship filled with love, laughter, and dependability. I can only hope to find someone that I can love like that.
Seeing as I don’t have one best friend this one goes out to all my girls.
Dear Kara, Steph, Marsha, Ashley, Lydia, and Alyssa
Our friendships have all changed so much in the past year. Some have grown stronger, some weaker, and some are just different. I’m not complaining because as long as I have you all in my life it’d good enough for me. Thanks for sticking by me as long as you have.
Kara, I trust you so much and although our thoughts about life are so different I’m glad we put those things aside and I look forward to having you around the rest of my life.
Steph, where to begin? We used to argue so much but both of us have grown from annoying 13 year old scene queen to women and you should be proud of the lady you’ve become because I certainly am.
Marsha, since kindergarten I don’t know how you’ve delt with me for so long and I hope I never lose you.
Ashley, we’ve been going threw some tough times with everything changing in our lives but I’m trying really hard to adjust and get used to this new kind of friendship and I hope that no matter how long we go without talking or seeing each other when we do our conversations are just as magical and heartfelt as they were summer of ‘09.
Lydia, I cannot thank you enough for dealing with my insecurities and bitch fits, you always know what to say and I know I can always tell you anything. I’m always here to support you.
And Alyssa, you’re my newest friend and sometimes a little sketch but that’s what I love about you, you give me insight on a new part of the world and you’ve been there for me when others haven’t.
Sometimes I get a little upset that I don’t have one BEST friend but then I realize I have 6 <3
So I go to school 2 hours away and I am unhappily going back this fall, I didnt get a dorm so I was looking for an apartment with my 2 suitemates from last year and Sunday we went apartment hunting which was the most frustrating day of my life. Now 2 days after all 3 of our moms have been communicating via e-mail and guess what?! Their moms fucking kicked me out because I’m not planning on going back next summer and they have decided to completely ignore that fact that I could sub-lease for the summer. This is so fucking annoying, my mom did all the fucking work and found all the affordable apartments we went to look at on Sunday and all we did was waste our time with them! the entire day all they would do is complain about how ugly an apt was or how unsafe it looked.
What pissed me off even more is that my friends don’t even know I wont be living with them and I know them and they will rip each others heads off in a month without me. Their mom’s think they know whats best for them but in reality they don’t know a single thing about their daughters.
I hate to say it but I feel like a big part of this is because I’m hispanic and from Miami when my rommates are from the middle of florida raised with no culture and told to be scared of the world.
Great so now I’m going to have to live alone in a city I FUCKING HATE.
5. what’s the worst way to say I love you? when ever you dont mean it
6. what is your current annoyance? my co-worker loud as fuh on the phone
7. do you prefer hot or cold weather? hot
8. would you kiss the last person you kissed again? I’m sure the last person I kissed was steph…so yes
9. do you get distracted easily? YES
10. what is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? watch everybody loves raymond
11. are you jealous of someone? yeeeeah
12. name someone that made you laugh today? brucie-poo
13. what are you listening to? co-worker mentioned above
14. how many girls do you fully trust? hmm… anout 8?
15. how many guys do you fully trust? 3
16. who was your last text from? Maria Sol
17. do you believe everything happens for a reason? I don’t really believe in fate
18. do you know someone named Dan? ….no?
19. how’s your heart lately? pretty lonely but managing
20. do you have a bruise from the opposite sex? nope
21. miss anything from your past? doesn’t everybody
22. do you wear any rings on your left ring finger? yeah (but im not married)
23. what is the worst thing that has happened to you today? this terrible headache I’ve been dealing with all day
24. what is something big and upcoming that you are excited for? GOING TO PERU!!!!!!
25. do you get frustrated quickly? kinda
26. when was the first time you kissed the last person you kissed? like 9th grade or something
27. do you like someone? not really, just crushin’
28. how do you decide if you can trust someone or not? history and time
29. when was the last time you received a heartfelt apology from someone? not too long ago
30. if you can’t sleep at night, what thought is keeping you awake? I can ALWAYS sleep at night
31. how do you feel about the saying “good things come to those who wait”? I’ve been waiting a long fucking time and the only thing that came along was a piece of shit so that saying can suck my big black cock :3
32. is there something you wanna let go of? oh yeah
33. have you ever said I love you but you lied? no
34. do you really wanna please everybody ? I really try to
35. are you currently texting anyone? nope
36. what was the last movie you watched? I watched Lords of Dog Town but fell asleep
37. do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? naw
38. what were you doing at 10:30 last night? falling asleep in front of the TV
39. how long can you go without your phone? not very long maybe a few hours
40. do you have trust issues? yeah I’d say so but I try not to make them obvious
41. were you happy when you woke up today? NO
42. would you ever date anyone with tattoos? yesm
43. where is the weirdest place you have slept? ontop of an exercise mat
44. have you ever jumped into the pool with your clothes on?
45. favourite time of the year? summer
46. do you miss someone? always do
47. is anyone mad at you right now? not that I know of
48. do you hate being the first person to start a conversation? I would rather not
49. Do you think you will kiss the last person you kissed again? lulz
50. Do you have any love/hate relationships? yeah i guess
51. you’re invisible what do you do? sneak onto planes to see the world
52. what do you think the world needs now? less BP
53. who did you last fight with? umm my Mom actually
54. why did you apologise to the last person you did? because I shouldn’t be smoking so much ganja
55. what were you doing at 11pm last night sleeping like a baby
56. was your last kiss a mistake? no
57. do you believe in second chances? depends
58. whats one job (besides prostitution) you’d never do?