I’m not sure if this means my life goal dreams or my dreams I have at night so I’ll write to both.
Dear night time dreams,
Thank you for showing me so much. Although I try my hardest to understand you sometimes you contadict yourself too often. I wish you’d keep other people out of this. I dont enjoy them in real life what makes you think I’d enjoy a visit from them in my sleep.
Dear life goal dreams,
I hope I get to see you, and see every country I have on my list, and help every person I can that passes by in my journey. If I’m meant for something else please show me and don’t let me be misserable. Let me have an exciting life that’s full of love because that’s all anyone really wants.
You were terrible growing up but so was I. I’m sorry for being so annoying and I’m glad we’ve been able to develop friendship after all these year. I defend you so much although I wish I didn’t have to. I wish you’d care just as much as I do and I wish I didnt have to make excuses for you and I wish that someday you’ll wake up and realize how lucky you are and maybe show your appreciation. I hope you find what you are looking for.
Thank you for always supporting me and enabling me to succeed in life. I realize I am an extremely lucky girl to have parents and a family I love so much. I look at other people’s relationships with their parents my age and I’m always so happy to have a relationship as unique as ours. I see so many failed marriages and I think about how lucky YOU two are to have found each other and be able to maintain a relationship filled with love, laughter, and dependability. I can only hope to find someone that I can love like that.
Seeing as I don’t have one best friend this one goes out to all my girls.
Dear Kara, Steph, Marsha, Ashley, Lydia, and Alyssa
Our friendships have all changed so much in the past year. Some have grown stronger, some weaker, and some are just different. I’m not complaining because as long as I have you all in my life it’d good enough for me. Thanks for sticking by me as long as you have.
Kara, I trust you so much and although our thoughts about life are so different I’m glad we put those things aside and I look forward to having you around the rest of my life.
Steph, where to begin? We used to argue so much but both of us have grown from annoying 13 year old scene queen to women and you should be proud of the lady you’ve become because I certainly am.
Marsha, since kindergarten I don’t know how you’ve delt with me for so long and I hope I never lose you.
Ashley, we’ve been going threw some tough times with everything changing in our lives but I’m trying really hard to adjust and get used to this new kind of friendship and I hope that no matter how long we go without talking or seeing each other when we do our conversations are just as magical and heartfelt as they were summer of ‘09.
Lydia, I cannot thank you enough for dealing with my insecurities and bitch fits, you always know what to say and I know I can always tell you anything. I’m always here to support you.
And Alyssa, you’re my newest friend and sometimes a little sketch but that’s what I love about you, you give me insight on a new part of the world and you’ve been there for me when others haven’t.
Sometimes I get a little upset that I don’t have one BEST friend but then I realize I have 6 <3